We don’t know we have something until we lose it. We don’t know we love someone until they say goodbye. We take things for granted and in return we get taken for granted. But you know that’s life. Life is full of surprises. Some good. Some bad.
But we got to keep hoping that someday things will turn around for us..
Nobody knows how lost and broken I am… nobody knows that I cry myself to sleep sometimes because of how overwhelmed I am of life. Nobody know that I used to cut just to get through the day, they never even bothered to check. Nobody knows about my past and why I am the way I am, they don’t know what I’ve been through. Nobody knows, and they will never know because they will never care enough to see that I’m not alright anymore…
I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.
Sometimes it feels like you’re pushing me away, and I don’t think you realize that…