Nothing has gotten better I’m still the same. I can’t sleep at night anymore. But it has always been that way. I’m not happy anymore, well not as much as I used to be, I don’t really see the point in anything anymore but I’m not giving up yet… I’ve lost the boy who held me together whenever I wanted to fall apart, I’m still trying to get used to him not being here. We just lost contact I guess, he stopped trying and I just watched him walk away. But what can you do? Nothing.
Today I wrote “Twerk Team Tryouts @3:30 S15” on multiple pieces of paper and taped it around the school. And oh my god people thought it was real. THEY THOUGHT IT WAS REAL I AM SO DONE. HAHAHA. I DID IT! I TROLLED THE ENTIRE SCHOOL.
If I was a famous author I would publish a book with ten different endings which all went to print with varying degrees of rarity, but not tell the fans about it so that I could watch their confusion as they disagree over how the story ended. Then when they figured it out I would ‘come clean’, telling them that I had released eleven alternate endings and watch them panic again as they all try to find the last ending.
Do you ever listen to a song a hundred times and then you hear one line that you’ve heard before but never really payed attention to you and you realize “holy shit, that’s my life in a lyric” and then you just wanna write it everywhere and scream it across rooftops and get it tattooed on your forehead